About Me

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I usually go past expectations. and now people expect me to be the unexpected. you never know what is going to come out of my mouth. but i'm not all crazy. i do appreciate life and serene settings. i think that's the artist in me talking. i've never had a normal childhood. but from the bad there can be good. that builds character. and i guess if it weren't for that i wouldn't be the fabuluos person i am today! (so note that the bio i had written shown above, was written when i was not even fifteen years old, hence the slight cocky and upbeat one of it) my actually "about me" would be this, as an 18y old... i dont know yet what im going to do with my life. I just hope that the decisions i make now will help me lead the life i've always wanted. I hope i can be happy and content with myself someday, and i adore my family and friends. and im kind of a loose cannon, or "crazy bitch" as i am described by some):P

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

People I Hate (or really really dislike)

I try SOOOOO hard to get along with EVERYONE. Believe me when I say this. Sometimes I don't try that hard with some people, but I mean as far as stereotypes and characterizations go, I try to be friends with all of them. But there are some who I feel like I can finally admit to myself that I just will never get along with or like or like me back or have any respect for them.
And here they are:
Juggalos/Juggalettes- Now this will seem kinda harsh coming from me, esp because I have many juggalo friends, who i love, even though i don't like the "posse" they belong to. But i just do not agree with their ideologies, and their attitudes. overall, i think they just suck and don't know what they are talking about half the time and are just angry and relieved to find a group of people who are as weird and frustrated as they are.
Stuck Up Ghetto People- Now I also have friends who are like this, and I try very hard not to judge people who are like this, but they bring this sort of thing upon themselves. i mean, they are so rude! and mean and impolite and just plain ol' nasty! and they think too highly of themselves, and again, i dont agree with their attitudes.
Ignorant Racists- Racism is bad. Point Blank. It's stupid and there is no way to justify it. Now i don't write "white people" for this one because they are not the only people who are racist and i do feel like their is a sort of "counter-racism" against white people, which is also bad. But they are a sub category of this one, "Redneck Racist Bastards", who feel like America is rightfully theirs and don't know a goddamn thing about what they are talking about.
Snotty Rich Folk- people who look down upon others who are "poorer" and less wealthy than they are. People who don't understand the struggles of others, who take everything for granted, and who feel pity for people who don't have their refrigerators stocked with goodies every week and mani-pedi's every saturday. Sorry, some of us just can't afford it.
Egoistic Nerds/Rude Atheists- This is an odd pairing but they do kinda fall in place with eachother, since atheists tend to be intelligent and/or educated and well-studied, and nerds tend to be atheists. Look, I have absolutly no problem with atheists, none whatsoever, but i wrote "rude atheists" because those are the dicks I have issues with. Don't put down my God to my face, esp when i politely ask that you not do that. Hey, you wanna be atheist, fine, but don't make fun of me for having some faith in a higher power. and nerds? some of my favorite people. but its the cocky, know-it-all nerds that really set me off. like, shut up, we get it ur smart, and probably right about everything, but do u have to make m feel bad because i'm not as smart as u?
Bigoted Close-Minded Homophobes- Im all about LGBTQ, so this is something that really pisses me off. Hey, we're all God's Children. And Love is love? would you rather have a heterosexual, pedophile, deranged serial killer live nest to you, or a friendly, gay couple? Um, i go with the couple. Besides, they probably make delicious pies :P
Overly-Religious Bible Thumpers- Look, I love God as much as the next person. But don't shove your beliefs down my throat, just as i would say to the atheists. And don't look down upon people who don't think and believe as you do. That's the beautiful thing about our country, and God, and that's our freedom and free will.
Well, these are all the types of people i can think of now. and the thing is, i am very good friends with people who fall into these categories. idk i can make friends with any type of person, despite myself, so even though these are my least favorite people, i still would give u a chance :)

LeMon and PLumm

haha my little shitty comic, LeMon and PLumm

Writer's Block

So, as I had described in my other blog, "The Artist In Me", I love anything "artsy", such as writing, painting, drawing, music, film, photography, etc. Currently I'm just focusing on my writing (later I hope to save up enough money to buy a good video camera, and equipment, so I can start with my amateur film making) , and one of the stories I'm writing is called "Gemma", about a chick who lives in a different world, and yaddah yaddah. But I'm unsure as to how I should develop this story to be something unique and engaging. Oh well, I just have to keep at it :)

Monday, September 5, 2011

Hmmm Travel Blog?



Since i decided to take a year off after i graduated high school this past spring, one of my goals was to travel as much as i can. so im going to volunteer at an orphanage in Nepal for two weeks (hopefully more) and after that i was hoping to visit Cambodia in January or February, and after that get a work visa to work in Australia for a few months, and then ultimately move to California next summer. Think its possible? i sure hope so! and idk, but this whimsical, and pretty pointless, blog may turn into a travel blog. hmm, who knows?
(oh, n this is a photograph i took while in France, at a train station)

People I would Fuck
































I would fuck any and all of these if i ever got the chance to. OMG
so starting from the asian guy above, im going to list them all
1. Kato- the adorable, ass-kicking Asian sidekick of the Green Hornet
2. Christopher Waltz- the super commanding, super sexy Nazi antagonist of Inglorious Bastards
3. Danny Phantom- i dont care if hes a Nickelodeon cartoon, he's sensitivity and awesome ghost powers were hot
4. Freddie Prinze Jr- every girls teen dream during the late 90's and early 2000's, especially in movies like She's All That and I Know What You Did Last Summer
5. & 6. Goku and Vegeta- the hero and anti-hero from the popular Dragon Ball series. Omg, they are so jacked!
7. Olivia Newton John and John Travolta- the sexy lovers of the hit musical Grease. I would do ANYTHING to them, at the same time, with the lights on
8. The Joker- HEATH LEDGER. Nuff' said (even if he is a crazy looking clown)
9., 10., & 11.- Jack, Lily, and the Lord of Darkness- Jack, cuz he's sooo sweet and every fairytale lover's dream, I'd prob just motorboat Lily, and I'd do the Lord of Darkness just to see what it felt like. And he's got abs
12. Nutella- NUTELLA!!!! so FUCKING good
13. Leo DiCaprio- Before the year 2000, when he was doing movies like Romeo + Juliet and Titanic. Not when he got old though and became a serious actor.
14. Taylor Lautner- i dont care, but that body! Oh that BODY. please, who would resist this boy?
15. Wolverine- He's jacked, and hot, and has knives coming out of his knuckles (which isn't so hot on Freddy Kreuger)
16. Shrek- um, idk, but he's just sexy to me. I would have a threesome with him and Fiona...Donkey can watch
17., 18, & 19.- My three favorite redheads, Donna from That 70's Show, Rupert from Harry Potter, and Peter Pan from Peter Pan. I love love love gingers in general, but these, whooo, they take the cake :)
20. Kurt Cobian- The lead singer of Nirvana. His voice and looks put together made him so damn attractive
21. The whole Twilight Cast- yes, im Team Jacob, but im also Team Edward, Team Bella, Team Alice, Team Carlisle... even Team Charlie lol
22. Zac Efron- idc boy has a rockin' body and dreamy, soul-melting eyes
23. Hayley Williams- lead songstress of rock band Paramore, her ability to dye her hair infinite variants of the color red and her nude pics make her oh so smokin'
24. Han- the supremely sexy Asian guy from Tokyo Drift. ahhh, Asians never looked the same for me after him
25. Fabio- come on.... its Fabio. FABIO. and hes like what, 70 now??? and still so dreamy and jizz-inducing
26. Cris Tucker- Loved him in The Fifth Element. And for some reason, i was aroused by the scene where he's on a futuristic aircraft and is making out with some flight attendant.
27. Zuko- the hot-tempered and complicated prince from the Nickelodeon series Avatar: The Last Airbender
28. The whole cast of Jackass- they're gross and vile, whatever, they're also hilarious and i find a sense of humor in a man very very sexy. I'd do anything with any and all of them (well except maybe the fat guy)
29. Mew Two- yea, he's a Pokemon. So what? I'd still hit it
30. Random Emo Kid- omggg sensitive, effeminate, emo douche bags, no matter how whiny and annoying they are, are veryyy beautiful creatures.

Well, that's my list, I know I'm missing about a thousand other people, but I'll just make do with this list. Anyways, (disclaimer), this was for entertainment purposes and not to be taken serious. but i would still bang them ALL.

don't you hate that feeling when ur foot falls asleep?
yea, thats happening right now, and i esp hate when i try to move it. it feels like a thousand needles pricking my foot.
does anyone know how to make this better?